Industrial Attachment Program

Today attended a talk on our year 3 modules, whether we will take 6month Industrial attachment or 6month Project design & development or 2 month attachment and Final year project. I want to go for the Industrial attachment but i'm afraid. There's also alot of unanswered questions like wat will happen to our Diploma Plus, the top 40% is whole course or whole class. The one thing i was totally afraid of is the interview lah. Like all interviews i go is fail one neh! Sec sch got 1, poly got like 3. Zzzz, totally no confidence liao.

Working in Ntuc so long has made me have a impression that work is always easy and slackish. Which is totally not the case and made me quite nervous. Like if really get in and goes to a certain company how will i cope? Can i survive there? So many things to consider.

Then while listening to the talk, suddenly thought about the future. Will we still be able to meet up and chat? Talking and laughing together... Really makes me wanna talk to ur forever in sch, just sitting down and joking with ur. In 2 years time i'll be doing my NS while all of them will be going to university(i guess? all so smart sure go one lah) Then by the time i come out they will be either in last year of uni or starting work(if got exemption). By then they'll be so busy. While i will need to really consider if i wanna go uni. Which as of now i have no intention of going.
This past year i had so much fun with all u girls ( guys in the other clique ur not forgotten) and i really can't even imagine the future without u ppl. I'm still a crybaby afterall. Really want to spend more time with u ppl since there's only 1 year plus left(Not including IAP or PDD). I dun wan us to drift apart even after we left Ngee ann and continue on with our life. I really want to see the day when i see u girls get married and maybe even when u have ur children. Lol still quite long away but yet not so far away. Time flys when we become adults and start working. Everyday u work with only wkends to rest and then its work again. Its a continuous cycle. They say only friends u make in sec sch last but i dun believe it. I want the friends that i made in poly to last forever till the end.

So guess its my another LONG post again. Lol Congratulations in reading finish that big paragraph of words( if u skipped then u suck! Lol!) Just hope that time won't cheat me and shorten my already limited time with all of you.