Monday, August 24, 2009

Maths paper was death to all.

Today's maths paper was gone case liao lah. 1,2,3 sold.... as toilet paper. Totally useless, =.= i have like 20marks gone or smt. Some is due to careless some is no idea how got another one is because i cancelled the working and was about to write a new way of working when time's up. Total joke, but strangely i was calm even though i have half a question unanswered. Guess it was that bad. Lol.

Had a bit of studying for Air Pollution Monitoring & Control. Quite a few things not sure but right now i have no idea who to ask and how to ask. Tml the paper is in the morn anyway so shall die again.

Sometimes i wonder why i'm always so picky over the small things. Just cause of a small incident makes me unhappy over it. Everyone is studying for the exams but here i am slacking my arms off. I should wake up and remind myself that everyone has their own freedom to do what they want. Seeing some ppl makes me wonder why can't we be like them, maybe cause fundamentally we weren't all on the same level? I'm just being thinking too much again i suppose.

Well i dun expect anyone to understand wat i just wrote on top since i deliberately wrote it in a overall picture but for ppl that THINK they know, well just dun anyhow jump to conclusion and ask me if wat u think is correct anot. Lol. Its just a post for me to remind myself again what i should not be expecting.

A person has to have a strong belief and willpower in order to go far and go strong. Can't really say that i have this determination for my own life. Seeing other people working so hard just for their own beliefs makes one feel happy for them when they succeed and to really want to give them our support.

Y'day fell aslp on the floor again and woke up with a worst headache. But b4 i went to Zzzland thought about where all of us will end up in. I tink its because of that NP mag that i saw y'day. We all have to go to work eventually and that will be the main focus of our lives for the next 20years? Even if we want to meet up how possible will it be. Everytime we change our environment old friends leave and new ones, maybe not friends but people enter. Then as time went by old friends are lost and new ties are just not the same. Then you will really be cast adrift. If ever that kind of time comes, what can a person do then? Continue on by themselves or try to search for that which has been lost?

Nvm its been so long since i have so much crap to talk about. Guess today is just my day. Dun have the not.

1 comment:

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