LIfe so far

Since constance kip nagging me why never update, i shall do an update today. Haiya i wan to do my AQMC part leh but i dunno sia. No one online to askkkkk. Come on ppl come online plsssss!!! Nvm i shall go do EBT in the meantime. Sunday will be my I&E, excited to get it over, afraid some cockup might happen. Oh well we shall build the bridge only when we reach the river. Lol i'm having more and more lame sayings nowadays. Today was saying someone with friends like ants like that, so many. Haha. Random right. Then giving animals to represent some ppl, namely mountain/wild pig and hippopotamus!

Nothing interesting to write about leh. No inspiration. Life is too bland nowadays. OH I RMB LIAO! I got write a draft in my phone about this wedding i saw during winnie and yana's I&E! I go find.

Ok here it is! Well i really think about this event lah. Like how it is a decision for a lifetime and how happy it is to see someone getting married. I tink until now i took part in like.... I have like 5 auntie and 1 uncle married, out of which only 1 i didn't attend as i wasn't born then. The rest i was there although i got totally no recollection. Only the 2 most recent ones i rmb, my youngest auntie whu got married last last year and my uncle whu got married last year. Haha i rmb clearly since i was the one whu open the car door for the grooms. Earm hongbao u know! LOL. It really is a big event where 2 families come tgt. Despite having to learn to tolerate and understand each other more than ever after being married but the joy must overshadowed it. Ok random post.

Although its early yet but i wish for everyone that i know to have a happy marriage! But for that to happen must find a good GF/BF first! Lol.

My things to do for the next few weeks.

Gonna copy the things from su's blog, easier.

#01 - EBT Presentation on 6 August! So slides must be done soon!
#02 - EBT second test on 13 August!
#03 - AQMC lab report due on 7 August.
#04 - 2 upcoming AQMC quiz online.
#05 - Maths CCT!!! I got no idea when is it.
#06 - 2 maths online quiz?
#07 - Chiong finish I&E!
#08 - WRT Newater Assignment. (OVER)
#09 - WRT WRP report!
#10 - RMT Site Visit!
#11 - HINDHEDE!!(OVER)
#12 - Recycling project/ Gv stuff
#13 - Plus RE test on 12 Aug.

Must kips seeing it then will rmb.

Saturday.

Lol was chatting with huishi till 12midnight on friday. After some incident we realized that both of us are VERY similar, be it in our character(we both emo and think too much) or in the things that we went through. Not that i'm trying to harp on it but i suppose something good came out of that incident bah. At least now i have another good friend to crap with now. Haha.Shit leh i tink my RMT will be totally flunked since i totally dun understand what my teacher is saying in her lecture. Somemore winnie and constance pon and left me with ruixin and tim niaaaa. So saddd.

Ok then today i went to hindehde to help in a guided tour for people from the National museum of singapore. Well as usual i reached super early. Like 8.50 when we suppose to meet at 9.30. Lol.In the office got an unexpected finding, a preserved sample of a pangolin! Just nice i can use for my I&E. It was quite fun actually, seeing all the adults like oohhh and ahhhh at the trees and plants. Lol.

Ok heard about somethings. Wtf people gonna come snatch room from us. HALF for like duno 50+++ ppl?Its like so lameee.

Then, aiyah, whu ask u so kaypo read siaaa. Then so emo. But its in the past le so dun mind it so much ok? Now he's with you and if he ever bullies you or dun treat u that well tell us we will confirm deal with him. Dun nid to cry over this okkk (dun deny that its not part of the reason why u cry) Just be more like yana, siao siao abit then everything will be fine.

Ok i tink today post considered positive. Yay!

Nth happy to write about anyway

Ah well, its just me being too kaypo and in the end make myself unhappy nia. Stupid weilei. Stop being so kaypo will you? Nah not that possible. Maybe i should be abit more evil and not tell so much things to ppl that ask. Just some random thought.

Today wed, i totally did nth in sch, not even listening in class. These few days can't concentrate in class sia. Totally. Is either i do my own thing or i slp. And the temp in the class nearly always so hotttt. Ok lah some ppl cold leh but i dun feel ANY coldness at all. Hope they will heat up and change the temp colder in future. Stayed back in sch, finished rereading HP and the order of phoenix.While tim and val was playing plants vs zombies, ok tim and ernest played the most. Actually wanted to do some work but in the end still slacked. I have no idea by when is the nearest thing we have to submit. Gonna die soon. Talked to tim about some stuff. All i can say is, when u make up your mind, must tell ok? Will be happy for you.

Ok lah got happy stuff but is y'day happen one. Decided to skip RE lessons to go to the Newater plant. We took MRT to tanah merah station where we met up with huihui. I swear we were the most noisiest bunch in the mrt man. Then went there see see look look. Took some pictures, of course i siam as usual, but it was quite fun bah... I guess? Then i went with yana and boss and winnie, can't rmb the bus number but i rmb that we got off at suntec. Then we walked to the busstop at suntec convention centre to take 700A. While waiting for the super long bus as we missed one, we chatted about quite some stuff lah. Then we took the bus to bukit panjang interchange. I went there to get HP and order of the phoenix from MX. Thanks MX!!!! Somemore i saw jocelyn there sia! So qiao! Then finally reached home at like 9.30. So late.

Nowadys, i see so many things happening. I really don't know what i want and what i hope to have le. Feeling so crap now, not knowing why i'm like this. Why can't life stay simple as it always is? Why do people have such a sophisticated brain that it thinks so much? Brain, should just break down, let me be a vegetable at least i won't feel anything that way. No feeling, no pain and no sadness.

Feel like recycled sludge, stinky and avoided.

FINALLY!

This post was put off for like dunno how many days man, first is because i busy watching harry potter during the weekends, then is y'day where the screen looks abit weird, finally now it looks normal so shall faster blog all that i want. So its gonna be a super longgggg post. But i tink i forgot half of wat i wanna write le.

Ok first is Sat continued. Kns do i have a very charitable face or smt? Why is it that people like to ask me to donate or smt? First is after eating at vivo this person ask me to donate, like $10. At that time i abit emoooo then i just give lorh. Its for a gd cause. Then after that, when i going home from the NDP practise along the citylink this uncle was like asking me if i got change can give him cause he lost his money. Then i just give him $1.30 in coins since i quite pissed and tired, can't think properly. I must have the very easily bullied face when i'm not happy or smt.

Then yeah i was at NDP practise there, not to see but to be a rubbush collector. We were collecting the plastic bottles from those big garbage bag lah. Some of the bottles were like half full. This shows how wasteful ppl are, we even found some bottles that are FULL. Then we use tongs to pick up those bottles from the bins and collect it. My seniors using those bottles to do a sculpture or smt. Interesting right? Haha. At least i got to taste wat my army food will taste like.

Then is sun. Sunday is my own I&E nid to settle. My group and timothy's group went to jacob ballas children's garden to observe a MAD lesson by cicada tree and also to show the ppl from cicada tree our project up till so far, well actually my group only discuss with them only. Tim's group then is present. But the place is quite nice, its just in front of the NUS bukit timah campus. Received very positive feedback so now nid to do minor changes to it then can liao.

Y'day was SUPER boring. I bring my laptop also boring sia. Nth to do, like RE 2 hours like free time liddat, his lesson no use one. Then EBT is like no notes, then i cannot focus. So slack instead. Then AQMC practical is playing of plant vs zombies. Then the lesson everyone like all slping sia. So funny. One thing i not very happy about during AQMC lesson. Wah u damn fast hor? So fast siam into the row and sit down. Just because i dun say anything, nvm i play with you see whu will win in the end. Fun.

Wahahaha facebook quiz say i shy! Yay! And not only me, huishi and mingxuan also! So we shall form the SHY ppl association! Somemore we have similar experiences! All in the same boat sioll! But then huishi tink the name too cool, he not suitable for it so he want to split from us to form the GAY ppl club! So he decided to form another faction!

Today is 2 of my friends de b'day! Lol Pamala and Wenyi, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! 2 chio bu b'day ok! Hahah. Hmm now that liyana mentioned, Aiyah u no nid to be sorry lah. Out of your control and i already expected it. Nth to do about it. Haha! So no nid for the apology ok? Haha! If really wan then buy me a BIGGER b'day present! LOL!

Now this is another record post! Lol. Tml might skip RE to go Newater plant. If Blogger cooperates i will post again tml! Wait for it yeah? Haha.

Tears shed for someone else are the most precious

Ok i know this post is late for 2 days but still. I don't want to act that i'm really sad over huihui leaving. I admit that i am not that close to her and although yes i am still abit sad, compared to most of you mine would seem mild so.... Think of it another way, at least now she has some breathing space, at least now she can dun nid to travel so far just to come to school. She will have more time for herself and most of all, she will not feel so stressed up with all the birdface in XXXX XXX. I can only hope that in the poly that she going to she won't have so many bird face and will find friends that care for her as much as all of you. Tang Hui Hui, like i said b4, live your life the way u want it and never regret. Look forward but never forget that behind you there will always be people looking after for you, even if those closest to you doesn't.

Today was really busy day for me. Morn woke up early to go to Hortpark to help winnie and liyana de I&E event. Reached there quite early lah. Then waited for awhile then liyana came and told us about our station. Mine was quite easy, u just nid to memorize tips for saving energy and then look for the question which i pasted then answer 7 correctly. There were 5 groups and 5 stations. The whole thing was quite fast bah, 1,5 hour nia i tink, somewhere there. Then in the end mingheng group won, lol. Then after that went to vivo with winnie rongsheng liyana and hamid. Knn i like super light bulb sia, 2 couple then i 1 person. Went to eat at pastamania, then went to sky park to slp. Then went to city hall find lihui to go NDP preview to do saikang work. Picking of bottles from rubbish bin. Then reach home lorh.

Ok great Harry potter starting, continue tml after i go do my CMI I&E. Hope it don't cock up lah. Today i already quite pissed off and if tml still cock up i tink i just might chuck I&E back at him and fail it. Gotta run!

Apologies and reflections

First off, for people that was angry over my edited post y'day, I'm sorry. I was being too extreme in saying that NO ONE can be trusted. I'm being angry at things people do which i myself also do. Its not fair to all of you. I'm sorry, forgive me?

I feel that i am stupid, not realizing that some things just shouldn't be told to people that are related to it. I know that all you people are trying to help me and i appreciate it. I just didn't want to understand it, to face up to it.

What's over is over, i shouldn't blame others for their actions since i don't want them to blame me for mine. I just hope that we all remains on good terms. Its part of growing up i guess. I should keep my big mouth shut when people say things that they like.

I should look only at what i have and not at what i do not have. Its said that boys need to undergo pain before they will grow, we shall see shall we?

Once again, I'm Sorry people.


I only hope that they will be happy together