I wish all mothers a happy day today! Today so many ppl at NTUC. Abit shock dao, maybe cause all wan to buy things to go home cook for the whole family? Or buy extra things in case if the husband cook and fail got back up ingredients can cook other stuff. Lol. But can see a big difference lah, all the aunties/mothers like going orchard liddat wear till so nice come NTUC. So weird. Woo but i was so bored that i was on a housefly extermination rampage today. With my trusty D4 spray in hand, i defeated 30plus houseflies! With about 5 is killed by hand, since they too stupid to fly away. Duno why there's SOOOO many of them, is like at first is cai da-ge(he quite young 23 nia so call da-ge) go started this. Then i bored so continue on, then another TL also come do it. LOL.
Then yeah i took the resignation form le, guess its for real this time. Knn everytime also got things to tempt me to not quit, since they said in august can get bonus of 1 month. Zzz... If really no more work, gonna save up le, no more anyhow spending it on food Zzz..... Must get my piggy bank habit back. Lol.
Oh yeah shit tml mon again. Weeks are passing by so fast, I&E is making me hate tues now. Its such a no head no tail module. Wats more everyone is busy and not free to do stuff. Organizing an event nids even more planning than a report and with everyone so busy how to do sia. Man i dun wanna think about it. Gonna do all my main projects finish first. One step at a time man!
Sian sometimes i really wanna find someone to talk to, as in really talk about ALL the things that i wanna say. But doubt i will find that person soon. Lol.
Conflicts rising in the 2 out of 3 main countries, think soon iron curtain gonna be up. Dun understand? Then ask me. LOL so simple. Too bad for the ally in rival country, you're on ur own.
Last friday went for the CSS NP alumni welcome tea. Quite fun, saw many friends that i haven saw for a long time. Lol and played games and i kana forfeit. So gay the forfeit. Wanna see it go to Facebook and ask yuling for it. LOL. But i realize what i really miss is talking to ppl on the way back home. Since coming to poly, everyday is spent going to sch and going home alone with no one to talk to. Ok morn got Xianglin i forgot. But after sch is alone. Makes me think of the times in sec sch where we would always make a big racket at the busstop and bus. Be it with friends from my class, or after choir where all of us would go home tgt and be damn noisy. Sometimes we will be so tired that all will be slping, then that gay rick will gay with me since his head will be on my shoulder. But those were the days where we will chat about all kinds of things. And thats what make it so fun. But now in poly everyone is living in different places and its hard to find people that u live near or tgt with.
Anyway now i'm only spending all my time talking to my friends or slacking. LOL.
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Industrial Attachment Program
Today attended a talk on our year 3 modules, whether we will take 6month Industrial attachment or 6month Project design & development or 2 month attachment and Final year project. I want to go for the Industrial attachment but i'm afraid. There's also alot of unanswered questions like wat will happen to our Diploma Plus, the top 40% is whole course or whole class. The one thing i was totally afraid of is the interview lah. Like all interviews i go is fail one neh! Sec sch got 1, poly got like 3. Zzzz, totally no confidence liao.
Working in Ntuc so long has made me have a impression that work is always easy and slackish. Which is totally not the case and made me quite nervous. Like if really get in and goes to a certain company how will i cope? Can i survive there? So many things to consider.
Then while listening to the talk, suddenly thought about the future. Will we still be able to meet up and chat? Talking and laughing together... Really makes me wanna talk to ur forever in sch, just sitting down and joking with ur. In 2 years time i'll be doing my NS while all of them will be going to university(i guess? all so smart sure go one lah) Then by the time i come out they will be either in last year of uni or starting work(if got exemption). By then they'll be so busy. While i will need to really consider if i wanna go uni. Which as of now i have no intention of going.
This past year i had so much fun with all u girls ( guys in the other clique ur not forgotten) and i really can't even imagine the future without u ppl. I'm still a crybaby afterall. Really want to spend more time with u ppl since there's only 1 year plus left(Not including IAP or PDD). I dun wan us to drift apart even after we left Ngee ann and continue on with our life. I really want to see the day when i see u girls get married and maybe even when u have ur children. Lol still quite long away but yet not so far away. Time flys when we become adults and start working. Everyday u work with only wkends to rest and then its work again. Its a continuous cycle. They say only friends u make in sec sch last but i dun believe it. I want the friends that i made in poly to last forever till the end.
So guess its my another LONG post again. Lol Congratulations in reading finish that big paragraph of words( if u skipped then u suck! Lol!) Just hope that time won't cheat me and shorten my already limited time with all of you.
Working in Ntuc so long has made me have a impression that work is always easy and slackish. Which is totally not the case and made me quite nervous. Like if really get in and goes to a certain company how will i cope? Can i survive there? So many things to consider.
Then while listening to the talk, suddenly thought about the future. Will we still be able to meet up and chat? Talking and laughing together... Really makes me wanna talk to ur forever in sch, just sitting down and joking with ur. In 2 years time i'll be doing my NS while all of them will be going to university(i guess? all so smart sure go one lah) Then by the time i come out they will be either in last year of uni or starting work(if got exemption). By then they'll be so busy. While i will need to really consider if i wanna go uni. Which as of now i have no intention of going.
This past year i had so much fun with all u girls ( guys in the other clique ur not forgotten) and i really can't even imagine the future without u ppl. I'm still a crybaby afterall. Really want to spend more time with u ppl since there's only 1 year plus left(Not including IAP or PDD). I dun wan us to drift apart even after we left Ngee ann and continue on with our life. I really want to see the day when i see u girls get married and maybe even when u have ur children. Lol still quite long away but yet not so far away. Time flys when we become adults and start working. Everyday u work with only wkends to rest and then its work again. Its a continuous cycle. They say only friends u make in sec sch last but i dun believe it. I want the friends that i made in poly to last forever till the end.
So guess its my another LONG post again. Lol Congratulations in reading finish that big paragraph of words( if u skipped then u suck! Lol!) Just hope that time won't cheat me and shorten my already limited time with all of you.
Monday, May 4, 2009
Monday blues
Oh well the stupid thewest game dun wanna let me in so nth i can do about it. Maybe wait and see how it will go lorh. I spent so much time on the game and it treat me like this. Really feel abit like crying sia. Zzzz.
Haiz nvm shall forget it. Today Someone was so angry over something that happen. Aiyoh he joker nth u can do about it luh, at least tml u wont see him right? Happy abit pls. Lol. Everything is a joker to him lah so take it easy i guess. Can't really say anything to you since i myself is a frequent TNT that goes off sometime or another.
Today first 2 hours of lesson was cancelled so got to slp abit later but i still reach sch like at 10 when the lesson starts at 11. Lol so i went and bought straits times to read for fun. So many things happening nowadays. Like the AWARE incident and the Influenza A(swine flu H1N1). Its a very big event since singapore still rmbs the SARS incident and do not want it to happen again. Now even going to the library u nid to have identification. I was abit shocked just now. Lol.
Anyway 1 article i read in the newspaper was saying about vaccination and some other stuff. Like when the decision to make Tan Tock Seng hospital into a SARS only hospital everyone was criticizing the Director of medicalservices for being 'kiasu' but within weeks their decisions were proven sound and we have being recognized internationally for the quick reactions. I tink its really a very meaningful article trying to encourage people to think about wat our ministers or higherups are trying to do before we criticize them.
Hmm end of the line, Pls think in other people's shoes ( i know constance and winnie did that today) and that to take care of urself and not get infected by the flu.
Stay strong and Stay healthy everyone!
Haiz nvm shall forget it. Today Someone was so angry over something that happen. Aiyoh he joker nth u can do about it luh, at least tml u wont see him right? Happy abit pls. Lol. Everything is a joker to him lah so take it easy i guess. Can't really say anything to you since i myself is a frequent TNT that goes off sometime or another.
Today first 2 hours of lesson was cancelled so got to slp abit later but i still reach sch like at 10 when the lesson starts at 11. Lol so i went and bought straits times to read for fun. So many things happening nowadays. Like the AWARE incident and the Influenza A(swine flu H1N1). Its a very big event since singapore still rmbs the SARS incident and do not want it to happen again. Now even going to the library u nid to have identification. I was abit shocked just now. Lol.
Anyway 1 article i read in the newspaper was saying about vaccination and some other stuff. Like when the decision to make Tan Tock Seng hospital into a SARS only hospital everyone was criticizing the Director of medicalservices for being 'kiasu' but within weeks their decisions were proven sound and we have being recognized internationally for the quick reactions. I tink its really a very meaningful article trying to encourage people to think about wat our ministers or higherups are trying to do before we criticize them.
Hmm end of the line, Pls think in other people's shoes ( i know constance and winnie did that today) and that to take care of urself and not get infected by the flu.
Stay strong and Stay healthy everyone!
Saturday, May 2, 2009
Time
Well its so late but suddenly feel like blogging. Ok maybe not that late for some of u. No one online to talk to or there is someone but i have no topic to talk to her about. Nth to do as usual and in another 12 hours will have to go work again. Its so pathetic. Although its a chore having to stand there for 5 hours doing nth(since there's not much ppl), at least its better than sitting at home wasting electricity and growing fat. So much time, so much things i can do but i just dunno wat to do. To think that sometime ago i was still comtemplating about finding about a gf but forget about it. FORGET IT MAN. With me now, having a gf is just making someone else suffer, with my frequent unpredictable behaviour. I really wonder how boss they all can stay me sometimes, LOL.
After typing the above paragraph, i realize the topic is changing from 1 sentance to another. Wow so i'm really random after all. Now i finally see how fat i am and wat am i gonna do about it? No idea. Lol maybe climb stair to tutorials forever? See bah.
Projects are coming, with the deadlines approaching( still a few weeks away though) but i find that the teaming is really very unstable. Even with 3 groups, all the members are different. Out of a class of 24, having 3 dif groups in dif modules and all dif members is abit rare man. Hope next sem i wont have to deal with this again. I know u ppl like to stick tgt but dun too over ok? Try changing the members in ur groups pls.
People are so predictable once u get to know them well. Close to each other, will always be tgt, things u do tgt, secrets u share with each other. Ppl that u will interact with will differ and everyone is all apart. Some with their friends, some with their bf, while others are left alone. Find someone else to rant to man, no use telling them.
Ok that was totally some crap that i typed out. If u can understand then ur pro or really close to me. LOL which is like rare? Haha.
After typing the above paragraph, i realize the topic is changing from 1 sentance to another. Wow so i'm really random after all. Now i finally see how fat i am and wat am i gonna do about it? No idea. Lol maybe climb stair to tutorials forever? See bah.
Projects are coming, with the deadlines approaching( still a few weeks away though) but i find that the teaming is really very unstable. Even with 3 groups, all the members are different. Out of a class of 24, having 3 dif groups in dif modules and all dif members is abit rare man. Hope next sem i wont have to deal with this again. I know u ppl like to stick tgt but dun too over ok? Try changing the members in ur groups pls.
People are so predictable once u get to know them well. Close to each other, will always be tgt, things u do tgt, secrets u share with each other. Ppl that u will interact with will differ and everyone is all apart. Some with their friends, some with their bf, while others are left alone. Find someone else to rant to man, no use telling them.
Ok that was totally some crap that i typed out. If u can understand then ur pro or really close to me. LOL which is like rare? Haha.
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
2nd week of sch
After being easily irritated for the first week, i have finally came to my senses and resign myself to the unchangeable fact. Lol. Y'day celebrated winnie's birthday with a cake and gave her the F21 vouchers and a towel? Or a hand towel aiyah smt like that lah lol. Here's a picture that we took.
Well then today was IS day at the super no link I&E module. Decided on our group members so i guess its ok. But one thing is why are there so many ppl going home at 6pm? So many ppl at the bus stop everyday sia. Zzz so mafan.
Hmm nth much to post liao, gonna go do abit of my maths. Oh yah my maths teacher reminds me of my ahma sia. She's quite old but she's damn fit, voice super loud and very fussy about discipline. Lol so better do her work. Not that i will do alot anyway. Haha. Its finally my 101 post. Not bad not bad but must increase faster. Weee.
Well then today was IS day at the super no link I&E module. Decided on our group members so i guess its ok. But one thing is why are there so many ppl going home at 6pm? So many ppl at the bus stop everyday sia. Zzz so mafan.
Hmm nth much to post liao, gonna go do abit of my maths. Oh yah my maths teacher reminds me of my ahma sia. She's quite old but she's damn fit, voice super loud and very fussy about discipline. Lol so better do her work. Not that i will do alot anyway. Haha. Its finally my 101 post. Not bad not bad but must increase faster. Weee.
Tuesday, April 21, 2009
100th post
My 100th post and its on such a bad note.
I'm actually angry at myself for being angry at you all. For being jealous that although we are one group why do we(half) always have to deal with these problems. Maybe its just that i have such a lousy character who gets jealous over the smallest things. I tend to take everything as it comes, until i cannot take it anymore, then i'll be very agitated over it. I know the solution u gave is probably the best there is right now. But i just can't help thinking, why do we always have to deal with all this.
U trying to help me only made it worst although i know ur really trying to help. Thanks for your concern, really.
I tink that lecturers should just give us free grouping with any number of members. maybe with a cap of 5 but its so much better than giving a fixed number
I'm actually angry at myself for being angry at you all. For being jealous that although we are one group why do we(half) always have to deal with these problems. Maybe its just that i have such a lousy character who gets jealous over the smallest things. I tend to take everything as it comes, until i cannot take it anymore, then i'll be very agitated over it. I know the solution u gave is probably the best there is right now. But i just can't help thinking, why do we always have to deal with all this.
U trying to help me only made it worst although i know ur really trying to help. Thanks for your concern, really.
I tink that lecturers should just give us free grouping with any number of members. maybe with a cap of 5 but its so much better than giving a fixed number
Monday, April 20, 2009
School's started again
Well first day of sch, really bored. Lucky today i accompany my cousin go sch early sia. If i go to sch at my normal time i tink i will confirm be late. Totally forgot that first day of sch will be damn packed. Lol is like in market sia. Except its worst by like 5 times? Somemore got the baracuda ppl playing the drums and etc, even more noisy. Wah my cousin best sia, dun have his friend's number or his timetable and he didn't bring battery for his com. If i not there i see how he die man. Lol. The lecturers this time all LOOK quite kind. Note that is LOOK, not confirm. Haha. Then got a 3 hours break, we went to lib to buy books(didn't get any since only 1 was out and we bought it already) then go lib watch national geographics. So studious right still go watch documentary. Then after that go for a 30 mins lecture(actually just intro to the course and etc) then go home. So stupid.
First day of sch already abit screwed up. I hate groupings man. Always gives so much problems. 4 ppl a group = someone have to be sacrificed. I really dunno who to choose man. The one whu will be left will really suffer man. One is a friend whus really close, the other is already so distant that we really cant bear to let her suffer even more. Being angry for the sake of angry is so dumb but there's no choice. Sometimes i feel like just not caring about it but that doesn't solve the problem but only cause it to become even worst. Everytime when lecturers announce that there will be groupings i will always think, " whu will i be with this time?" Then i'll guess whus with whu and those thats left will be in the group. Being passive in groupings is only for ppl that have so many close friends that no matter wats the number of ppl needed, they will always have a group with their friends. For those that are left, u can only resign urself to doing the project with the other ppl that u dun like or dun know. Thats usually wat happen to me and i dun wan that to happen but this time, trying to decide whu to group with is really a headache. KNN CCB I DO THE PROJECT MYSELF LAH LET THEM DO TGT OR SMT!
This is just shit man.
First day of sch already abit screwed up. I hate groupings man. Always gives so much problems. 4 ppl a group = someone have to be sacrificed. I really dunno who to choose man. The one whu will be left will really suffer man. One is a friend whus really close, the other is already so distant that we really cant bear to let her suffer even more. Being angry for the sake of angry is so dumb but there's no choice. Sometimes i feel like just not caring about it but that doesn't solve the problem but only cause it to become even worst. Everytime when lecturers announce that there will be groupings i will always think, " whu will i be with this time?" Then i'll guess whus with whu and those thats left will be in the group. Being passive in groupings is only for ppl that have so many close friends that no matter wats the number of ppl needed, they will always have a group with their friends. For those that are left, u can only resign urself to doing the project with the other ppl that u dun like or dun know. Thats usually wat happen to me and i dun wan that to happen but this time, trying to decide whu to group with is really a headache. KNN CCB I DO THE PROJECT MYSELF LAH LET THEM DO TGT OR SMT!
This is just shit man.
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