The trip overall was fun. For me, i find that the good and bad things were about balanced out. Mostly is due to my own problems. Talked about it to 2 ppl and they really made me realize alot of stuff. One guy one girl to make it equal. Lol.
For the guy, he reminded me that in the end, i'm still a guy and there are some things that i cannot do with u ppl. There's a fundamental difference between us. Like he said, " A line that cannot be crossed". Perhaps after spending so much time with ur just made me forgot about it.
The gal on the other hand, made me realize i'm getting too dependent on u ppl and cutting my social circle. Not that its caused by u all but rather by me. Sometimes i dun wanna mix with other ppl because i wanted to be with ur but i didn't realize that ppl have more than just this 1 circle of friends. Also made me see the main problem with me.... Thinking too much.
I'm still that violent after the trip and maybe even more prone to be sensitive but i feel that i learnt an impt lesson from it and thats what matters. Of course i also learn the academic stuff that i AM suppose to learn. Lol. Just wanna type it out so that in the future i can look back and rmb this.
On another note i wanna apologize for the post in which i was so angry. That was totally my fault but i scolded so many ppl. But i'm really quite pissed leh when all ps me go eat dinner with family and friends. ^_^ left me and ruixing so kelian can?
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Be responsible with your emotions. It's alright to be pissed off sometimes. Stay cool!
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