What a funny yet dumb thing to happen.

My god, a shock came in the form of a phone bill. When my mother opened the phone bill, she was so shock to see that it was 200plus. I also Xiadao leh i thought talking with constance made the phone bill so high kns. So i faster checked the bill and what did i discover? $124 of it was to Renci charity.... A total of 19calls, 2 $15 and the rest $5. The best thing is when we ask him he even dares to deny it. Like pls lah Sunday afternoon only he's at home alone. If its not him whu else can it be?
The most dumb thing is, he's crying not because he called the number but because we told him that he have to pay for the calls he made. We told him he's gonna pay for $100 and then he cry till like $100 is his lifelong savings and we gonna snatch it from him. My god.

Anyway, today was quite sian. I was totally watching Hi my sweetheart. Chionged 4 eps which took like.....5hrs? Lol i really no nid study liao. Tml gng auntie hse for steamboat since my mother side didnt have one on CNY since alot of my relatives went overseas. Anyway now i love the opening song of HMS alot sia. Can't get it out of my head. =.=

Ok short update. Haha.

Happy CNY ppl!

I know i know i'm like AWOL from this blog liao. Mostly is cause for the past few weeks there's so much crap being thrown around. If i really wrote i tink it will mostly be scolding post. Ah well.

Hmm although i said happy CNY i'm actually late by like 3 days, hahahhaha. Ok so on CNY eve that day went to my father side for steamboat. Joke sia down there watching hai pai tian xing. Then my cousin so funny he die die wan me drink alcohol siol. So drank half a cup of red wine. Sibei bitter sia, but its ok lah. At least i didnt fall aslp after that. Then after that went to meet huishi siqi and congshi go derrick hse. Lol we play cards there until 4 plus then we went to derrick rm chat (b4 that we were downstairs). Then we chatted till 5.30, then left his hse. Then we went to eat mac but had to wait for 30mins first since it open at 6am. Haha.

Then CNY that day went to my father side for bai nian, we went quite late, around afternoon since my auntie say dun nid go so early. Haha. Then after that we went back home, slack abit then went to my auntie de daughter BF de hse which is just beside my ah ma hse. Haha. Then down there eat steam boat again, then play cards. My mother was playing mj with them and she won 60plus, cause she got a half colour mantai. Lol. But i lost 10plus dollar though. Play $1 also can lose till 10plus, best man. Dealer got a double ace, a black jack, plus i kip getting dumb cards like 12/13/14 then i draw ALWAYS draw a 10 or picture card. =.=lll Haha quite bu shuang since losing in cards and dota and watever since cny is here. Not a gd start sia. XD

Then today was just a fun day lorh. XD So short line haha.

Ok then right here right now i wan to apologize to Timothy Tan and Valerie Chuan for saying some untrue and insensitive comments. Although i heard some wrong things which made me made those comments but telling it to other ppl without confirming if it is real anot is my fault still and i'm sorry for causing any damage to your reputation or anything. In future if there's anything i swear i will ask ur in the face and not say false things. Forgive me pls and plsssss remain friends with me?? Tim pls dun be angry ok?

Ok with that done, i tink i shall end this post. Shall update again soon bah since i free now.

GO AWAY LAH.

U wan to share house with me in future. Fuck STAY AT UR OWN HSE LAH GO AWAY. WHU THE HELL WAN TO AFTER THIS LAH. CB.

I WAN MY OWN GODDAMN HSE.

Another week has passed.

So i just realized that the last post i did was when i went to gym on LAST sat. Lol i actually thought was yday sia. Omg.

So yday went to CCK gym again, with wx tim and ernest. Wx really superman sia. Somemore got all the wat glove lah strap lah etc. Lol professional gymer. But overall really have to thank him lah i mean he really help me out in telling me all the diff things i should do for which muscles, although most of it i cant do. LOL.

Then at night went to JP to meet up with mx peifen shiva and tze hock. Lol we sat at the pizza hut damn long lah. After that we went to starbucks to continue chatting. Talked about quite alot of things sia, well they talked about alot of things. I dun really keep up with css info so nth to contribute lala.

Then today i just stayed at home. Was actually quite moody i suppose. Guess with people being so sad and angry me being moody is just not that impt. Hahahah. I miss my friends already. I mean my sec sch ones ah, poly ones tml will see them already. LOL. Hope that sad people will cheer up and angry people will relax more.

Finally made my first trip to the gym after so long

Haha today went to CCK gym with Tim val and ernest. Woke up like quite early then took MRT to JE and went to a bus stop to wait for Tim to fetch me, with val of course. Then went to pick up Ernest. Then went to the gym where there was ALOT of ppl. Like omg? Haha. But we manage to get one of the machine and did... our chest muscle? I tink so. Hmm i forgot how heavy i went to, nearly same as tim bah until the 12.5Kg one. Got inclined one and the lie down flat one. Then after that i went to do an assortment of other things while the 2 of them continue to train their chest and biceps with weights. Val was cycling and running the whole while. Haha.

Then after that went to eat wonton mee at JE near ernest hse. Nice sia the noodle. No wonder tim wanted to go eat. Lol. Then after that went off to take Mrt home. Then stoned in front of computer till now. Haha. Was chatting with Mx also. Then play dumb game like Fate of the dragon(3kingdom game)

Hmm was just thinking, can we ever truly remain friends with our first love? In a way especially if you did alot of things with them, will we be able to set aside those feelings or thoughts and remain as PURE friends? Or will we only try to appear that we remain as friends when in fact the friendship has already reached a stage where it will always be weird? Sometimes i can't help but feel that people are selfish and unreasonable. We will always see what our friends do as smt that will be acceptable while wat others do will be unforgivable. How can u expect someone to remain friends with their ex after they know about all the things the other person did? If u at least say it until such like maybe can ur remain friends after sometime or smt at least its still understandable. Its only awhile only and somemore u know wat that person(ex) did to hurt the other party yet u expect them to remain friends?

I understand what they are trying to do but hey the way ur doing is abit wrong u know. Psychoing(be it visible or invisble) is still not right ok. Especially if U are the cause of it. =.= Haha if u dun understand dun worry its normal no one can understand wat i'm saying half the time. Genius are lonely people. *cough cough* Ok dun bomb me i got my retribution see i coughing already.

Hmm i wanna read storybook now sia MX FASTER GO BUY THE BOOK!!!!! AND LEND ME READ FIRST SINCE U READ LIKE A SNAIL!!!!! Haha Have a good weekend people.

I really hate going out to search for clothes.

Hmm although i said i went out to find clothes. I just dun like all the clothes that i see. I'm lazy to type it out here though. Lol too bad.

Oh yah i said i will continue my post from y'day. Hmm kinda forgot wat i wanna write actually. Ah yes i just sort of rmb. Even now when i think about my sch life, i still kinda dun believe that we were all so small and cute back then. In primary sch those days everything was about studying for PSLE and then playing hide and seek or catching during recess. Then as we move on the sec sch, ok in sec1 its about the same as pri sch still play those games but as we continue on to sec 2/3/4 its slowly changed to going out with friends, stay in sch study(sec4 lah i know, not sec 2/3) and then chionging CCAs.

Then now in poly we all just go to sch, stone/listen/study/slack/stress over all those craps. Then we have to be so irritating to each other and shoot bombs/knives at each other. Cmon man where is the love? Shooting should only be reserved for guys going to army AFTER poly, not during poly and also not by people AT other people. Ok i'm being lame but i like. Wahahah.

Ok basically i thought about all this cause i just suddenly realize that when we finally find our other half, be it now or in future, we would have missed out all these things that they have done. For some perhaps their past was even shared with another person. Somehow i just feel that its such a loss not being able to spend those time tgt with them as we all pass those impt milestones. Be it PSLE, O lvls, Alvls or Grad from poly(haven happen lah). Especially so if those milestones were spent with another person.

But as quoted from an ordinary person whu gave me this EXTRA ordinary words, "all couples got their own individual memories that nobody can replace. u must accept that those were their memories. u are suppose to and will create memories to belong to only u and her. these takes time, and shd never rush thru. these are the most treasured part of a relationship." Now thats wat i call an extraordinary insight of life. Haha. Hmm although this saying doesn't REALLY specifically refer to the studies area but hey, its a general thing! Lol Wanted to write it down here cause i really nid it to remind myself. Also to let others see and to help them in any way.

Ok i tink i exhausted my blogging spirit liao. Gonna be some times b4 i will blog again bah. Lol. Bye and thanks for the saying again, Haha.

Finally I'm Reborn!

Haha i tink i'm being so lame. But watever at least WSH is done. Hmm its still ok bah in the end we manage to do all the things. Was kind of scared that we might not finish in time. Well Wed is WMP liao, another presentation. So sian can. Wow heard from hock that his CMI laptop nid $1900(not too sure) to recover the data. I wish him all the best in getting the things he nid from his friends.

Hmm now listening to Radio on com. So fun. Interesting sia. Now shall listen to radio everyday if i can. Lol I find that radio is so much better than the songs we have in mp3 because at least we can hear people talking on air and there is interaction of people. And some of the things they say is really so funny.

Anyway today's post de topic is not on all these lah. Suddenly thought of this topic when on the way home. Was just wondering how each and everyone of us were in secondary sch or even primary school. All of us had different lives, with different friends and very much different kind of dreams. Yet here we are in the same place due to maybe ur own choice or NOT ur own choice (for those that kana 2nd choice and below). The fact is we are all tgt now and we have already spent 1.6 years tgt. Soon we will be spending 0.5 year away from each other with attachment and whatnots. Then its the last sem b4 we will have to go on and lead our own lives, our own paths.

*To be continued i nid to go slp now.*