F.U.C.K O.F.F

Ok U know what i'm seriously getting so FUCKING PISSED off with that whole CONSTANT NEVER ENDING u gotta work hard crap. WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK. HARD HARD HARD HARD HARD. And then? U supposedly able to enjoy life with ur family. Provided U survive till that is one thing. Haven go bonkers is another. BUT THE MAIN THING IS U GOTTA KNOW HOW U GONNA WORK HARD? Fuck EVERYTHING ALSO DUNO WORK SAI LAH.

That COI, i regret. Regret taking attachment but the biggest thing i regret is taking MBR as my FUCKING choice. 2000 words Report, how do you expect me to write when all i've been doing is the same thing over and over again? Algae informations are not proven to be accurate so not really able to put them in my report anyway. Further more Final report ur supose to EXPAND on it? How to expand when all the thing i'm doing is the GODDAMN SAME THING?

Report is already bad enough but still have to do that stupid presentation. Every 2 week do 1 presentation. Whats the USE? Why can't we be like other ppl in other projects where they have their SO to TELL us what to do so that we dun nid to have this USELESS AND LAME presentation? U know ur kip complaining no results but i VERY MUCH prefer no results. I have to spend everyday in the lab doing the same thing over and over again and yet i can only say it in my report with like 50 words? So what does that leave me with? A student who seems to be slacking in the lab. After doing that same thing i STILL have to organize it into tables and graphs. So what even if its supposedly easy? Still gotta do more work right. More things for him to question and actually i dun understand WHY is it easy. Some of the data needs thinking to go through.

My new post after so long and it just makes me feel so much worst. How am i suppose to go out to work when i break down so easy. I'm just tired of life.