Msia trip

Hmm so finally i drag myself here to blog on my Msia trip to Genting. Frankly speaking i dun feel happy at all. I basically wasted 3 days in my life outside of singapore, end of story. Well maybe also enjoy natural aircon but thats about it. I didn't play in the theme parks, too young to go into the casino... PLUS my PSP couldn't be used due to unforeseen circumstances so i can only twiddle my thumbs to spend time away. =.= So uber sian.

Ok so we woke up at 4.30am and my uncle came to fetch us at 5plus. The coach picked us up at CCK beside lot 1. We took the WTS travels platinum deluxe where each seat comes with a TV and games(which sucks dun even have mario wth?) But then the shows were ok bah since i got to watch harry potter and the order of the phoenix. Haha. Then we reach Genting at around 12pm. Had to wait till 2pm in order to check in and so we went to eat at burger king since that was the only place that had seats. Alot of people there. Oh i forgot to mention, there were a total of 14 of us. My grandma, grandpa, first aunt, fourth aunt and her husband, fifth aunt and husband and youngest son, sixth aunt with her husband son and daughter, seventh aunt and my mother bro and I lorh. Ok i tink is 15 but i tink my cousin too young so dun count. Haha. Then after that we went to take the cable car down to somewhere and shop. First time on cable car is seriously abit scary especially when going down since at the start its PLUNGE down one lorh wtf. Scary. Then went back up and played the arcade. Then go eat dinner at coffee bean. My seventh aunt treat hoho.

Hmm on Sat morn we went to Old town white coffee located at the top near Hotel Highland.. Or was it genting? Either lah oh and we were staying at First world hotel lvl 24 the highest. Lol. Then after that went to walk abit, then go back hotel slack and watch TV. Then we went to eat dinner very early at 5pm at someplace with the name mushroom farm. But seriously speaking the food was GOOD. Damn nice. Went there eat cause its father's day and my sixth aunt son de bday. So zhun lorh haha. The place is quite famous i tink since when we were going back the number of ppl going there is STAGGERING. Its just like singapore MRT situation except at there its van instead of mrt. Seriously if the driver nv stop them we dun even nid to get down man. Kao eh. Then jiu same lorh watch tv stone then slp. Haha no life.

Last day in genting, woke up and went to eat at Merrybrown. Did i spell correctly? Anyway after that went to walk abit then go back room pack up, then jiu check out le lorh. Then bought starbucks coffee and drink which was a mistake since it made me kinda carsick. Too full then the bus trip quite long. Haha. Then jiu reach singapore and took taxi home.

Wee done. Can't believe i actually did it. So lazy de me actually did it. Oh yah and to my clique and people, look for me for gifts. First come first served. But Chua Ming Xuan u better come look for me i got a good present for u. HAHA. Ok long post since 154547569670 years so power to ppl that actually finish reading this. Have fun in hols or attachment or whatever u doing now!

Away to M'sia!

Will be away to Genting, Malaysia from Friday till Sunday! Hope i dun be bored till i go crazy. I'm crazy enough as it is now. Haiz. Nowadays everyday is a bore. Doing the same thing over and over again is not my kind of job man. I'm so easy bored. Actually i'm quite power that i manage to stand it till 4months before i reach this point where everything becomes automatic and a chore.

Ah man going out to eat is so mafan. Zzz. Strangely enough i dun feel happy although i'm going on a trip. Sianz. Someone saveeee meeeee....... Haha. K lah will blog on what happen in msia de bah. most likely.

Still abit pissed off.

Wah kao eh i tink i went to the toilet 4 times in a span of 4 hours. Wtf. Ok start with my past few wks de happening bah. Last week was busy handling Sembcorp Scholarship video which i suppose ppl that saw my previous post should know. I must admit back then i really am so stupid and lazy. But after everything is over i feel that i have learnt something from it. Mainly that 'My mother says, if u don't work, u dun get paid/rewards' Meaning that for the money i get i need to work for it. Well i hope to find a career in Sembcorp too so we shall see shall we?

Ok then yday went out with peifen junhua mx tzehock and shiva. We went to the astons at the cathy to have lunch. Its my first time there and sadly i was very disappointed by it. Not by the food but at the way the shop is being ran. Story telling time! So we reach there, queued and when it reach our turn the girl taking order was saying there's 8 pieces of chicken left, so i ordered black pepper fish. However she said they had ran out of fish. So i have to change to pork chop. Then when we went in, another girl came and told me they had only 1 pork chop so i have to change. So i changed to seafood spaghetti and guess what? After 10 sec she came back sheepishly... But hey i'm not blaming her shes just a waitress. So i had no choice, either beef or lamb. So i chose beef(cause lamb shop is a horrifying 19.90) BUT ALSO NO BEEF! HOLY OMFGBBQ RIGHT? Sadly everyone have their food so its too late to leave, so i had to eat the horrendous 19.90 lamb chop. =.= Basically i ordered EVERY type of food they had in the menu. In the end tze hock and mx helped me to negotiate with the manager and he write off our drinks which added up to 5bucks, so i still had to pay 15bucks. Thats still twice the amount of money than the rest and i'm not even full if not for peifen giving me her chicken.

My thoughts is that if u know that ur gonna run out of supplies, couldn't u have open abit later or something? I know it will affect the shop abit but i seriously feel that IF they are using this as a chance to get rid of the expensive items then its too much lorh. Whats more when we leaving it seems their supplies have arrived. How would the customer feel? I can tell you if the next time i go there is STILL this problem i will write a complain letter and shoot flaming lightning icy arrow at the manager.

Ah well. In conclusion first experience at Astons, FAIL.

Sembcorp Sort of over!

Yay the video that we made! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wsJYjrsO24A. Haha!

I think until this whole YEAR is over will i stop being so emoish. Emoish sad pissed whatever.

Just when that report has finally being cleared, now another thing has come to replace it. The Sembcorp scholarship ceremony is next TUESDAY and only now then we know the actual date. Mon need to go sign the deed with my auntie and mother which means another half day nid to take leave. ceremony day take leave. And my brillant life feels that i should get another leave due to my whole mother's side wants to go Genting this month. So i'm suppose to get ANOTHER leave. How many leave u expect me to take? I'm already sinking soon with that crap shit Project for my attachment and i have to take so many leave. If i dun even get a B how? U only kip saying wan me to take the schloarship take take take. When i say its so mafan so much additional work u always say u should work hard do this do that. I dun see WHY THE FUCK should i take something that is giving me so much stress and trouble just for that 1 year of assured work. Its not even a confirmed thing.

As time goes by, i continue to feel that taking up this scholarship is a mistake. Perhaps its just me having all the shit together at one shot that make me feel this way. For us already in attachment its a double attachment. If we are like daxino whose attachment should be straight with sembcorp i suppose it wont be so mafan bah? Whu knows but at the very least will have more holiday. Life is hard, whining is something i'm sure to do and yet although i know in the end i have to do it... Sometimes taking the easy way out cross my mind. Maybe just a strawberry person talking.

Taking care of something that has many stages and requires no contamination is so unlikely to happen. The lab is only THAT big/small depending on how u see it. The algae just can't receive enough light also. I clean it wash it try to ensure the pump works and whatever. But in the end the space there is just so small that ANY small movement will change the pump speed. And then everything is screwed up. I know changing the pump spd is SUPPOSE to be easy but in actually fact it isn't. Trying to get ENOUGH algae for the experiment is also another problem. Everyday i have to touch the wastewater and although i kip changing the gloves but always ALWAYS i will have to touch the wastewater until i forgot to change. Then theres contamination, algae dun grow, no results. Where does that leave me? No results, wasting resources, not doing a god job, get a lousy grade.

I really wonder if i can last even till the end of this year.

F.U.C.K O.F.F

Ok U know what i'm seriously getting so FUCKING PISSED off with that whole CONSTANT NEVER ENDING u gotta work hard crap. WORK WORK WORK WORK WORK. HARD HARD HARD HARD HARD. And then? U supposedly able to enjoy life with ur family. Provided U survive till that is one thing. Haven go bonkers is another. BUT THE MAIN THING IS U GOTTA KNOW HOW U GONNA WORK HARD? Fuck EVERYTHING ALSO DUNO WORK SAI LAH.

That COI, i regret. Regret taking attachment but the biggest thing i regret is taking MBR as my FUCKING choice. 2000 words Report, how do you expect me to write when all i've been doing is the same thing over and over again? Algae informations are not proven to be accurate so not really able to put them in my report anyway. Further more Final report ur supose to EXPAND on it? How to expand when all the thing i'm doing is the GODDAMN SAME THING?

Report is already bad enough but still have to do that stupid presentation. Every 2 week do 1 presentation. Whats the USE? Why can't we be like other ppl in other projects where they have their SO to TELL us what to do so that we dun nid to have this USELESS AND LAME presentation? U know ur kip complaining no results but i VERY MUCH prefer no results. I have to spend everyday in the lab doing the same thing over and over again and yet i can only say it in my report with like 50 words? So what does that leave me with? A student who seems to be slacking in the lab. After doing that same thing i STILL have to organize it into tables and graphs. So what even if its supposedly easy? Still gotta do more work right. More things for him to question and actually i dun understand WHY is it easy. Some of the data needs thinking to go through.

My new post after so long and it just makes me feel so much worst. How am i suppose to go out to work when i break down so easy. I'm just tired of life.

Haiz i duno whats wrong or right anymore....

So Gd friday was yday, April fools was the day b4... Nth much happened. I only know quite a number of ppl went to qing ming within these 2 days. and today as well. Like derrick whu went to qing ming on his bday. Not like it signifies anything but just find it abit weird.

Hmm so another person has joined the club, no one knows what i'm saying since only i will know. Hmm plus huishi friend so cute got so kua zhang boh. I got so scary? See huishi must be u telling her all those crap that made her have a wrong impression.

Work is a chore which i suppose i die die have to go through. Not planning to get an A already. Suppose u can say that i have given up le bah. Just do whatever that's needed. At least for this period of time... Regrets, can only be regrets and can't really do anything about it. I know you kip saying duno how to help me, but since u can't you dun nid to kip saying since it will only make u feel worst.

Everyone has their own problems and things to do but yet we all show and do thing about it differently. Some complains 24/7(like me). Some binge and hopes to relieve stress(abit also). Others just take it as it comes and still manages to remain cheerful(Kudos to you). Random paragraph as usual.

Recently, i keep thinking of sec sch days. Back at the old sch site with the hill, how all of us would come early to sch and sit at the round table and joke around. Or choir practices where we will be the earliest(be it when we were juniors or seniors since we were ALWAYS early). Even when we shifted to the new sch site we still gather at the tables everyday and chat. Such nice memories. Especially choir practice which was always fun despite being very taxing. Singing on the coach OTW to performances or competitions. I wonder, perhaps in future i will be missing my poly life also. Haha most prob bah.

The past is something we can only cherish and keep but usually thats the hardest thing to do since we tend to forget about them.

Today is a rainy day indeed. Be it weather or moods. Hah.