End of Poly Lessons

So i'm finally back here at blogger. Decided to at the very least do a post to partially mark a milestone of my life. So last friday was the last day of my poly school life. Only the exams are left which is 4 papers. After that poly will be officially over for me.

I still don't know whether i made the right choice back then choosing Environmental and Water technology but i can confidently say that going into this course had a really big effect on me. In a sense i'm lucky because i have a very kind and good clique who really helped me in my studies. They are a very cute bunch of girls that can crack jokes and laugh like mad over any single thing. Hahaha!

Being in EWT for 3 years, met so many different people in Ngee Ann, whether they dun like me, acted like they friendly with me but actually also hate me or dun like me but i'm too stupid to realize. Guess this really reflects on how i am i guess. In these last few weeks i keep analyzing people, their character and etc. I guess i'm just trying to at the very least dun make new or worst enemies i guess.

Leaving NP the thing i will miss the most is when we all went for the different events that was organized. Standard Chartered Marathon, OCBC cycle, Clean and Green week, Singapore Junior water prize etc. We always complain that those events were tiring and boring and etc but at the end of it all we really enjoyed ourselves, to be truthful. Even if i go uni i doubt i will be going for these events as a volunteer already, the most is as participants.

As we move on in life we leave behind more and more things. Friends, juniors, teachers and all. Really feels sad now that i'm really gonna leave soon.

So yeah, duno what else i wan to write about so that's about it. Think after exams will do another post bah.

To you my friend, may you rest in peace.

On 24th Dec, i saw from Facebook that a primary school friend of mine, Glen Chia, had passed away. I thought it was joke, but seeing so many people posting RIP on his wall and another primary school friend confirming it, i really felt a heavy sadness. I know people might ask "But hey he's ur PRI sch friend, were u guys even in touch etc etc." To me i think it doesn't matter, since once upon a time we were friends. It is only a courtesy that we do our best to at least give him our last respect. Although i couldn't enter his wake due to religious issues, i went to the area beside his wake and paid my respect, i hoped he had received it. He was a kind person whom i believed had many friends who loved him. I believe that he must have been facing very difficult problems.

The only and clearest memory i had of him was when some of us(i can't rmb who already)went to his house to play Little Fighter2 on his computer. I rmb the 4 of us, all squeezed tgt and playing on the same keypad. Back then i didn't have anything and playing little fighter2 was already a great enjoyment. I will always kip this piece of memory with me, to remind me that once i had a friend called Glen who left before me but he will never be forgotten.

To you, my friend, I hope you will have a safe journey to wherever u want to be and maybe u be happy wherever you are. Rest In Peace. From your Primary sch friend Tan Wei Lei.

Death to all that oppose Homework

Well long weekend is retarded stupid and fucked up. I rather DON'T HAVE THAT FUCKING LONG WEEKEND and have lesser RETARDED WORK THAT I HAVE NO IDEA HOW TO DO. Cheebye.


I myself felt the difference in my attitude this semester. But i doubt its gonna change much or even soon. The max is i must control and not let it harm other people. I think i need some cheap yet easily disposed of and easily bought stuff. So that i can throw them when i so angry. The thing is, i duno am i angry at the work or at the me that duno how to do that work.

"to journey into the unknown is a form of courage". Wanna take a guess at what i mean? Hah. Eat shit long weekend.

Stuck at 205 or thats the max blogger can go?

Duno i keep seeing number of posts at 205. Is that the max for blogger? Was reading my previous post and realize that its totally incoherent. Joke. Maybe its cause i can be talking about 3 different things in one paragraphs.

Today deepavali, stayed at home and rotted. Duno why my internet being retarded and dropping to 1mbs. Can't help but think that its a method singtel use to force people to upgrade their broadband.. From a 54mbps to 1 mbps?? Cannot be right. Or is my router cocking up liaoz? Basically internet being screwed. Simple.

I think i'm having a very serious bout of anger problems. Whenever i'm doing a particular module i will lose my temper one. Fuck man so stress over it. Duno why. Work is a chore and studying is a chore. Being a human is a chore. Be an ant queen is the best, u just nid to kip laying eggs and ur serviced all the time. Just that u can't move.

Tomorrow gonna go const house do that ECM project. Dun even know if can finish anot at the rate we going. Still nid to find examples for the IWT. Feel like dying. Go bungee jump and cut off the safety line or rubber band whatever u call it. Can't sleep well nowadays. Cannot slp early and wake up early.

My computer also very hot. Wonder whats wrong. No wait more like what's NOT wrong. Haiz

Weird?

Ehhh weird i swear i thought i posted on the day we started school? Funny... Hmm oh well. YAY I have such GAY LUCK AT MH TODAY!!!! I caught TEN Primal mouse from 4am to 6pm. Considering the catch rate was 23% ITS GAY! Lol.

Ok since that last post was mysteriously gone.... School this semester is gonna destroy me. At least 2 modules i cannot seem to comprehend. Groups this time round was kinda chaotic... So fast paced and soon tests will be coming?? Hmm saw that daxino and liping went for the Hippos AGM. Lol but the few of us nv go. So bad.

I really don't know whats wrong with me anymore. I can't understand what the teacher is talking. I can't focus after 2 hours of listening to them talking. How to survive this last semester? Haiya.

Just thinking that everyone has their own habits and feelings. Sometimes we tend to take things for granted and leave it to other people to solve. Short term we gain from it but eventually people will get angry and start to develop bad feelings. We should all reflect and not take things for granted anymore.

Plus on a side note today maybe cause MH so heng my slipper decided to gave up on me. At least its before i enter the MRT station. So went to BATA to buy a $5 slipper. Cheapo right haha. Oh well.

Haiz good luck to all Third Year students, no matter NP SP RP TP or NYP.

Bored as usual

And there goes another 1 month since my last update. This last month nth much happened. Got back INT6 results. Then see my next semester timetable seems so tiring 3 days start 8 am and 4 days end at 6 pm. Then inbetween there's like either 2 or 3 hours break. Man what a waste of time. Sucks. Woah the winds so strong nowadays at my house, weird.

Saw from Facebook that metinee came back to singapore today but seems like she's going back on monday. So sad hope she enjoy her short trip here at singapore to catch up with everyone. Haha come to think of it in facebook primary school friends add me and i can't recognize them sia. Sian like so failure liddat. X(

Today gonna go out to meet constance at 3 at orchard. Then after go esplanade foodcourt(got such a place huhh??) to meet poly clique go eat dinner. (like all of us were saying we're all broke) Then tml have to go till toapayoh to meet Financial consultant to get my policy documents. God so far man.

Then sunday will be going msia KL for a study trip. Will go to a uni there and putrajaya wetlands and petronas twin tower. Taking train back home siol. Hope it won't be too uncomfortable. Lol. Shall buy things for people. Pray my budget enough for all if not will buy useless stuff for them. HAH.

Ok i tink i can stop here le since run of things to crap. Hahahaa. Hope everyone have a eventful day!

Wow

Nearly 2 months didn't blog le. Const kip nagging me to write my blog whenever i feel bored. Just now went to lib return book and go JP buy bubble tea and did some hanging on the chin up bar. Made me so tired sia. Some auntie really very despicable sia. The toilet at the interchange nids to pay money mah. Then i tink she nv pay and go in, when she come out the toilet cleaner was calling that auntie to pay then the auntie act take out wallet then she look and say "aiyah my bus come le" then she faster chiong off. =.= 20 cents also dun wan pay sia.

Nowadays feels so... I duno.. Weird? When there's work i dun feel like doing but when there's no work i feel bad for taking the money without doing anything while yana is working like madddd. Now just waiting for the results to be announced at 1st 0ct. Plus now is training for NAPFA liaoz. Well personally i'm fine with both either going in early 2months or smt lah. More like i dun tink i can train till a silver within such a short time. Haha.

So many things happened within this 2 months. Went for pamela NUS science bash, go out with so many diff goup of ppl to celebrate my birthday, bought couple ring for us, stayed at loft. Haha actually have alot of things i can write just that i lazy and dun have the format to write. Tml have to go help give out flyers on environmental.... stuff? Lol and then sian when i send const home i no mrt to go home since JE and clementi stations are not in service this wkend. How to go home sia?

Ok i dun wan to write anymore. Maybe now that i started to write again i might write more often since i'm so free nowadays with really NTH to do. BBS (Be Back Soon!)